Free My Soul~

I'm fighting gravity, trying to fly,
To soar with the wind to pastures new,
But gravity's winning, I'm falling fast,
Back down to earth, back into you,
To suffer for my pains again,
Within a love, no longer good.

It seems to me there's no escape,
From the misery and the pain,
Stuck in this melancholy sadness,
I long to reach a higher plain,
A place away from your tyranny,
A place where a happy serenity reigns.

It seems I exist in a world of dreams,
A dreamscape never, never land,
Where nothing is real, nothing exists,
Except the numbness that plagues my mind,
The emotional turmoil of quickening madness,
That leaves all rationality behind.

Our love's become disturbed by anger,
The angry words we choose to spit,
Are filled with angst and uncertainty,
Fueled by your sarcastic wit,
Defying all communal harmony,
It no longer holds it's grit.

I believe it has slipped away too far,
To be able to retrieve it's sense of wonder,
That long since dead feeling of awe,
Before we let our love go under,
The fragility of what remains,
Is tearing itself asunder.

I tried to hold the pieces together,
But like grains of sand, they slipped away,
Just as time continues forward,
The past becomes a memory,
A distant thought in the back of my mind,
Long deprived of sincerity.

There's nothing left worth fighting for,
But still you won't release me,
Nor will you content my heart,
By putting it out of it's misery,
It seems you enjoy the pain you give,
As you hold me to my declared testimony.

Like a powerful magnet, I can't pull free,
From your grip of solid steel,
That holds my heart within it's prison,
So I suppose I'll have to content myself,
Resign myself to your charity,
In the hope that one day, you'll free my soul.