alas.!

Tonight as I lay bed
thoughts of you pop into my head
And I wish I had one wish
that it would not be you I miss.

But still I lay here in a daze
thinking of you in so many ways
thinking of our last day together
wishing that it could have been better

wishing I could have shown you how I feel
show you that what we had was real
for that one moment I would cherish forever
I wish that now we were together

I wish that it was you beside me
but still its you that sets me free
without you I feel so out of place
everywhere I look I see your face

I miss you so much, I want you here
please understand I need you dear
don't leave me here all alone
please pick me up and take me home
For I love you

But still I lay here in a daze
thinking of you in so many ways
thinking of our last day together
wishing that I could have made it better
Wishing that I could have shown you how I feel
show you that we had was real