Failure Forever

Love as it touched me with your serenity
Life walked away from long lived insularity
You became the answer of my medieval myth
Your deathless love was my reason to breathe

Warmth of your touch and softness of divine kiss
Purity of your lovingness poured down my nemesis
Deserted heart’s waiting for a blossoming rose petal
Then why??..why did you gift me thorns of betrayal

I wish..I would have been him..
breathing solace of soul under your bliss
You see me??..
gathering the pieces of my broken dreams
I wish..I could have been him..
Journeying distances till the end of time
You feel me??..
enjoying the drops of virulent cyanide

Dim the moon, scatter your stars across my sky
Will you assimilate a glow of teardrop in my eye?
Call my dead name, dart my heart with your spell
Hold my hand, strengthen my soul to face this hell

Close the book of my life and tear down my page
Cradle my death right here in your arms of carnage
As the insects devour memories from each blood drop
Guilt of our relation will ever be remained deadlocked

Silence of graveyard whispers - burden of life is clear
Mortality of love susurrates - death was the only near
Not in real but I chose to find you in darkness somewhere
That’s why I was destined to close my blinded eyes forever

Life’s embrace wasn’t so sweet, I turned to be my own slayer
Read my epitaph where I labeled you as my "forever err"
Don’t rebirth your tears on my residuum, I may breathe no more
But I'll be salvaged in remembrance, oh my dear "forever galore"