Alonophobia

Does the fear of loneliness cause me to be with a person who hurts me

Does the fear of loneliness cause me to care for a person who only deceives me

Does this phobia cause me to dwell in the past, making it so hard to move on

Does this phobia cause me to depend on someone,

Only to find out that that someone is independent

In reality, now I can't depend on anyone else, neither myself

In my state of loneliness, everyone else is paired

Am I the only one who suffers by themselves?

So should I be content with one who doesn't make me happy

Should I be content with another who creates sadness?

For if am alone, there is the possibility of emptiness in my heart

If I am alone, I see the impossibility of ever smiling

I am afraid of being alone