Hard Times -it should be past

I know we have been
through alot this past year
And ive also made you laugh
but also you shed tears

I try my best to make you happy
and to give you that dream life
But i can only do so much
with all this pain and all this strife

Its so hard anymore
to not just break down and cry
And sometimes that pain
makes me want to say goodbye

Goodbye to this life
and to the pain and the tears
But losing you
is one of my biggest fears

Not having you to hold
or to talk to when im sad
Thats just not a life
i want the life we once had

Where everything was a joke
and it was all about fun
When you used to make me feel
like i was the only one

I know we can get through
this rough time in our life
And have a start with a dream
and you bein my soul

But we need to let each other
know how we feel
We cant cry in secret
We both have to be real

You are my baby
and for ever you will be
I made that promise to you
when i got down on one knee