Please Be Patient

Its 2am and I’m wide awake
My mind is full of you
I lie here reeling from the events
Of the last day or two

I cannot sleep or will not sleep
Because every time I close my eyes
It’s your beautiful face I see
We have to say our goodbyes

Eventually when I get to sleep
You invade my every dream
No matter what I dream about
You’re there, you’re touching, you’re loving

It will not change the way I feel
But please let me alone
I’m numb with the pain of loss right now
Please let me heal alone

You feel the same, your face tells me so
But I cannot cope with your pain
I cannot comfort, I cannot hug, I cannot be near you
It hurts me too much

I’m sorry for the pain I’m causing you
I’m sorry anyone got hurt
You know my feelings haven’t changed just the timing is all wrong
With all my heart I beg you please be patient with me