Chera Diary-r pata

       

 (Disclaimer: The writing is not anyway related to any person living or dead,not even the author himself.)

                     {Incidents mentioned here are not to hurt any strata of society or any person}


#aj likhte bosechi.
nah notunotto etai je age bhabtam hoyto amar lekhar bhab ase tai likhi.
kintu "preyoshider" bengo suneo je lekhar icche hote pare seta besh bujhte parchi.

tobe ha ajker arekta bisesotto aache.aj kobita na likhe ekta golpo likhte bosechi.
prothomoto khub nirlojjer moton bole rakha bhalo je ami choto kore likhte parina.
keno?,asole ami nije khub kom bujhi to tai mone hoy guchiye na bolle hoyto bakirao bujhbe na.

seta je koto boro bhul seta bujhte pari jokhun, nah tenidar moto roshik noy borong gyaanoda bole kaner pechone du ekta kotha ari pete jaye.

etai mushkil gyaan thakleo aajkal prokash kora jayna.gyaaner prokashe je amar asokti ache emontao thik noy.du ek kothar moddhe hotath kore
ektu upolobdhir bhasa mesalei loker aate bodhay gha lage tai hoyto ota "gyaan".#

Se jaihok aj sokal thekei monta bhalo lagchilo na.karon bolte purono kotha mone porchilo.sei sob din gulor kotha,jokhun sobe xaviers theke
sref gadiye mukhosto kore english-e honors niye pass korechi ar honne hoye ghurchi chakrir jonne.se ek osojjho somay.sokal bikel newspaper e advertisement
dekchi ar babar pension er taka khame kore adi gangai chure felchi.ha ota gangai dewar motoi ghotona bote.jole boye jeto,nodir dhare ghesto na.

saradin rode pure ar cigaratte chai kore jokhun bikel hoto,tokhun maidan er ekpase ek gacher chawai chilo amar ektu nishchintar jaiga.
are na na prokiti premik ami konodini na,borong bonolota sen er moto amay santi dito bonna.sesher kobitar nah.xavier's er junior.bonna sarkar.

ghaser opor bose jomiye prem korle bhulei jetam je bekar boleo kichu hoy.ar hate thakto cholabhaja.dukkher bisoy cigaratte khwar poisa jogar korte parleo,
cholabhajar thongata sob dini bonna-i niye asto,ar ami ektuo lojja na peye setake hostogoto kortam.

mayer ek meye.baba mara giechilen.ar ami chilam prothome dada,bondhu howar sujog dieni.college theke beronor somay ekdin hat dhore phelechilam.bonna-o hat
chariye neini.hoyto amake biswas korte pere o khusie hoyechilo.hoyto sei biswas er sudhu sujog niechilam ami.

Kal raate amar meye khub abdar jure dilo je amake ekta golpo sonate hobe take.Kichudin thekei sorir ta bhalo jacchilo na.ektu dhomokh diyei
meyeke onno ghore pathiye dilam.Khub i raag howar kotha.holoy tai,kadte kadte mayer kache giye kotoi na obhijog.fan ta chaliye sobe chair e bosechi,kane elo ekta emoni obhijog.
"baba khub sarthoppor,amake porte bolle ami porasona kori,kintu ami baba ke golpo bolte bolle baba amy boke,baba khub baje".

Keno janina tokhun thekei mon bhalo nei.khub sohoj ekta kotha je kotota bastob seta hoyto somayer songe ami bhulei giechilam.
ha,ami sarthoppor.sudhu nijer kotha ar subidhe chara hoyto kichui bhabini.ba hoyto emonta ekdomi noy.bhul hoyechilo ekbari.seta bhul na seta oporadh.

bonna chilo khub hashikhusi.chokh duto khub santo.amar dusto damal premeo ektukuo jole otheni sei chokh.
kokhuno notun bypass er dhare ba kokhuno esplanade-er hotel hoye uthto amar subidhe makhano premer khelaghor.amader biye korar kotha chilo.sudhu ekta chakri pawar opekkha.

chakri peyechilam sesh porjonto.hotath khobor pawa gelo.

tokhun poisar tane nije cigaratte na kine paratuto bondhuder counter i bhorsa hoye darieche tai,emnite ruchisil cheler tokma jhere phele amar sujogsondhani mukhosh ta thik pore phelechi.
parar more chayer dokane to onek khobor i bhase temon i,janlam je local municipality te ekjon graduate cheler sondhan cholche..oi clerical kaaj,chithi lekha likhi arki.

prem potro je khub ekta likhtam emon noy tobe chakrir application korte korte hat pekeche,ta chithi lekhar jnno jodi sorkari chakri pawa jaye tao sorkari chakri ete apotti korar kono karoni thake na.
tai kaida kore khobor ta ber korlam,je local counceller bollei chakri paka.kintu councellor bolbe keno..amake to uni cheneni na.upay ekta aache.amader bari thik duto bari porei thaken asit-da.

sujog o chole elo khub taratari,porerdin sokale cycle niye jacchilen tini office.rastatei pakrao kore,dubar dhokh gile bolei fellam.aste bollen uni office-e dupurer dike.

asit-da counsellor er secretary.Ta municipal office je dupure eto phaka thake jantam na.keu rumale mukh dheke khub mononibesh kore bodhay dhan korche.
municipal office na sorgo rajjo prothome chomke giechilam.sorgetei to bodhay eto megh dekha jaye.dom bondho hoye asar upokrom howate bujhlam,megh na dhowa.dhumpaner biroti cholche tokhun.

asit-dar songe dekha howai uni chair e boste diye ekta file ber kore bollen "eta dkeho".
file e por por onekgulo chakrir application.kheyal korini,asit-dar kotha kane aslo hotath.
"sobai ei post er jonnei dabi korche,ki kori bolo,sobaike to ar chakri dewa jayena.edike amaro koto chinta.ektola barita dutola korchi,chele meyer porasona koriye kotoi ba ar bachate pari,er opor ei hepa.bojhoi to"

bujhte somay lageni,bolechilam je koto dite hobe?

asit-da ekta baka hasi hese bollo "ei besi na hajar ponchas.tobe purotai amar noy,councellor sir ki ar machi taraben,onaro to ekta fee aache"

ponchas hajar.kotha theke pawa jaye! nah mukhe jotoi boro boro kotha boli churi to korte parbo na.ar bari theke songsar chalanor taka nei to chakrir jonno kotha theke taka debo.

asit-da ke bollam je ekbar councellor saheb er songe dkeha kora jayna,onake ekbar bole dekha jaye na.

mukhta bekiye asit da bollo "ghora dingaccho se bhalo tobe besi dur lafate parbe na,bole dilam"

hater ekta isharai amake aste bollen,councellor er ghore dhukiye abar beriyeo aslen.er majhe ghotona bolte sudhu dujoner chokachukhi kotha,ar ami tar nirbak dorshok.

dariyei kotha bolechilam.bosteo bollenni..chakrir kotha bolatei suniye diyechilen je asit-dai esob bepar janen.hatta chepe dhore bolechilam taka jogar korar kono upay nei,akul golai bolechilam je chakri peyei ami aste aste
taka diye debo.uttor diyechilem ekta."ekhun bestotar somay amar somay nei tumi aso ekhun".

bari phire jawa jeto,kintu bonna ke kotha dewa chilo aj dekha korbo.ekta bus e chepe chollam maidan-er dike.phaka bus,tobe bhorti chilo mon.onek chinta kintu kichui jeno bhaba hocche na,guliye jacche.

bonna sunlo.khub biswas er songei bollo je chinta na korte,ekta upay thik hobe.kintu ki upay setai je ami janina.pherar somay ekta garir horn sune pechone takalam dujonei.deto hasi makhano mukhta gari theke bariye councellor ekta hak diye gelen
"kal ekbar eso to bacha".

ek poshla dhowa choriye garita miliye jetei,bonna amar hat ta chepe dhore bollo,"bolechilam na upay thik ekta hobei,ar chakrir pelei biye,kotha diyecho kintu".
nijer ojantei jeno oi muhurto ta khub nijer mone holo.kobe jeno amar damal prem har menechi sottie bhalobese phelechi ei meyetake.sotti chakri ta pawa gele onek kichui sombhob.

sei rate ghumate parini,sudhu bichanay chothphoth korechi sokaler opekkhai.

chomke uthlam proshtabe.amar chakri hote pare ar seta taka na diyei kintu dabar chal hote hobe "bonna".ek muhurto icche holo chair-e bose thaka ei rakkhosh take gola tipe mere feli,kintu porer muhurtei mone holo je amar chakrir ektai rasta.seta bondho kichutei kora jabena.


tar thik ek masher moddhe bonna antohotta korechilo.

brishti bheja ek robbar.daba khela sesh hoyeche.ke jitlo thik janina.sada na kalo.bonna ekta kothao bolchena.chokh duto sukiye geche.mathar opor chata dhore santona diyechilam je esob bhule jao.chakri hoye gele to biye korboi.tomakei korbo.keu kichhu jante parbena.

thiki,keu jante pareni karon suicide note e kichui likhe jaini bonna.lekheni sedin dabar bhul chale ami kalo hoye giechilam.sudhu chupi chupi chole gelo.
nah! chole jabo keno,amie to take egiye dilam.nijer sarthe.ja cheyechilam sob diyeche bonna.ar amio diyechilam,buk bhora cholona.

aj eka bose aachi,paser ghore amar meyeke bodhay tar ma ghum pariye dicche.aj ar golpo sunte chaini,tai nijei eka eka likhlam.

cigaratte-er chaita nibhiye chair-e boslam abar.kane ekta awaj jeno bhese elo.thik jemon bonna amar kaner kache churi nariye awaj korto.bonna...churi...awaj.
ami ki thik sunlam.tahole ki !!!! bonna....